Ups, downs and all around...

its just been over a week since i last blogged... and well, what a week its been!!!... ive been super sensitive (crying at the drop of a hat), peeing every 5-10 mins, and things have just been hectic. Wilson came home early from work on saturday, announcing that he would be looking for a new job, i was a wreck.. in so many ways... i had felt like we had a pretty good routine with his job, they knew that the baby was coming, and we had talked about taking some mini babymoons before baby came... i blamed myself since we had been on rough terms for a few days. anyways, after going for a nice walk, crying and talking things through, we were better. we can overcome anything, we have had real rough times before... where we didnt know where our money was going to come from, our marriage was shaky and we conquered these, so we know we can overcome anything.. so, things have been better since then, and i know in my heart that the right job will come along and things will be okay. that was that.. schools coming to an end, thank goodness- im looking forward to having a summer, i may take a summer class so that i can be in school less next semester when Bubble is around... hard to believe that time is going by so quickly, not sure what im going to do all summer- i think im going to cut back any babysitting once i get to 36 weeks, just in case.. today is 29 weeks, so i have a while to go till 36weeks..
Motivation came over us today and we rearranged the bedrooms, were making it so that we have the larger room, so we can have room for the crib with us and then the guest room/office will kinda be a baby room but kinda not.. not really sure where were going with that, but we will see.. so anyways, wilson was moving our very heavy mattress and it hit the tv screen, i freaked and went to grab the mattress and my fertility goddess went and hit the tv in the corner.. yup.... the one and only tv we have- it seemed real bad in the beginning, the tv didnt work at all, i cried.. appologized over and over again, and felt horrible.. wilsons just telling me its ok, just a tv, blah blah blah.. but i couldnt get over it.. anyways. i ran an errand, came back and the tv was on, yes, there is a large rainbow streak down the side, but the picture is there for the most part... sometimes it just feels like its one thing or another.. but i guess thats life...
so yes 29 week.. im feeling great, but feeling large... its like this big belly thing is in my way and can be a real pain, but then wilson reminds me that its Bubble and we have to love on the belly..
exhaustion has really been setting in, i think its par for the course, but still... i gotta get thru the next 2 weeks of school and then i can sleep all i want....
ok, i have lots to do and have to be up early... heres to having a husband who amazes me all the time... and hormones that make life an adventure!!